Asynchronicity and Fragmentation in Canadian Queer Experimental Film (1990-2000)
Curatorial Essay by Chris Chong Chan Chai
“We will create a rhythm that is uniquely ours - proud, powerful and gay”
(Makeda Silvera in Exposure by Michelle Mohabeer).
Experimentation requires risk, and risk means entering a space that is unknown. When experimentation involves the medium of film and video, artists often embark on a personal exploration of the unknown through audiovisual interventions. Specifically, artists who are “culturally dissonant” from the mainstream tend to create and mobilize— often out of necessity—a specific set of techniques which helps them reflect upon how they feel about, cope with, and overcome everyday discrimination and violence. Cultural dissonance describes the feelings of alienation and disassociation that arise when one’s identity is marked by gender, sexuality, race, ethnicity, and/or class differences. When marked as “Other,” one’s lived experience, then, becomes a daily series of dissonant interactions, which can be translated in the act of recording, editing, and exhibiting experimental film. Cultural dissonance can therefore lead experimental filmmakers to explore techniques such as asynchronicity and fragmentation, both of which are showcased through this program of films by Michelle Mohabeer, Janine Fung, and Midi Onodera.
In Exposure (1990) by Michelle Mohabeer the filmmaker speaks potently to the difficulty of accessing one’s own history as a former colonial subject. Those who have experienced or are experiencing cultural dissonance, Mohabeer tells us, must cobble together the pieces left behind. The documentary begins with three phrases spoken by three queer racialized voices: “I was born... I was born... I was born...” Although the words spoken are from a present time, the images are from a different era, as each phrase is paired with the speakers’ black and white baby pictures from decades past. As the voice and imagery diverge from and re-emerge into one another and take the viewer in and out of linear time, Mohabeer reflects on how queer and racialized filmmakers facing cultural dissonance can express their own out-of-sync histories. Furthermore, the space between the two timeframes allows the filmmaker to speak to the gaps—both historical and identity-related—the Japanese and Afro-Caribbean women centered in the film each experience.
As Mohabeer demonstrates, both history and memory can be difficult to articulate within a linear timeline. In Coconut/Cane & Cutlass (1994), Mohabeer opens the film with a quote by cultural theorist Edward Said which speaks to exile as an “unhealable rift between a human being and a native place.” This rift is experienced, too, by those who face cultural dissonance, as removing—or exiling—parts of histories and memories which results in becoming out of sync. Yet, being out of sync becomes an opportunity for filmic experimentation. In one of the opening scenes of Coconut/Cane & Cutlass, two naked women embrace and kiss in the present, while a moving image of a wooden barb-wired shack, possibly re-staged from the past, is rear-projected behind them. Floating the past as a backdrop to the lovers’ present becomes a poetic, asynchronous telling of the cultural allusions that haunt today’s queer intimacies.
Floating the past as a backdrop to the lovers’ present becomes a poetic, asynchronous telling of the cultural allusions that haunt today’s queer intimacies.